Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Had I Had a Crush???? :O :O :O :O :O :O

She was lik a fairy lady...
So graceful,charmin was she...
She was lik teh barbie dol...wch my sis used 2 play wid...
She was lik snow white whum I met 4 years ago in my English buk...
She was jus lik sayin al day long "Wow...U luk gorgeous..."
She was tough taller thn me...but I had no regrets coz I knew by tim, I'll evn grow taller...
Her face was 2 cute...her eyes those big big and perfectly shaped lik those of goddess Durga durin teh festivals...
Her skin so fair,she didn't hav any affair...hehehe
She was jus teh perfect one to go out on a date wid...
Her skin wasn't tht whitish...but used to shine,glisten in teh Sunlite...
She was jus lik Portia n wished I cld b her Bassanio...
She was Suzane/Sazzane Curie...
Didn't knw bout teh wrd sexy...else I wld hav qouted tht 2 her...
Didn't knw tht whether it was infatuation or crush but it was smthng,
due 2 wch my head,my eyes,my ears unknwingly used to stare her whnevr she crossed...
Her smile...GOD !! u wld jus fall in luv wid...
Whn she used 2 smile...ummmmmmmm!!!
JUS was teh perfect one...was lik a photogenic portrait...
N figure...didn't explroe at tht tim...don't remember..but yes wld have been teh best around...
oh!! did I tell U tht she was my class teacher in my 5th standard...:O
She came durin teh strt of 5th standard...
Since I used 2 be taller among al in my class...
so used 2 stand at the last...durin assembly,durin prayers n durin P.T. n n in marks also[:(]...
Our P.T. used to happen on Wednesday....
we used 2 wear white dress on evry Wednesday...
Durin P.T.(Physical Trainig yaar :X) ,
our class teachers used to stand at teh back of teh respective classes...
She was dressed in white Saree(SHe used to b in ssaree...cldn't understnd tht tim as 2 Y in this young age of 20 she wld b wearin saree...mayb coz she was a teacher thn...)
Lollllllllz...She was al drapped in white...It was lik she wld tek a wand out of smwhr n roll it ovr me...n thn we wld be flyin higher higher n higher away frm those borin teachers,those heavy bags,those big fat buks,those scoldin frm my mom for not scorin gud marks n all...
Luckily she didn't stnd at the bck of my class(utlimately behind me)...She stud behind a class adjacent to mine(mayb teh class teacher fr teh later was absent
)
While doin P.T.,I was feelin borin after hearin those repeated steps named (1,2,3,4)...bringin my hands up n down,legs forward n bckward...
So, I jus turned my head 360...n stuck!!!....I cldn't move my head frm one particular direction...tht was She...my class teacher...
I was doin P.T. fine coz subconciously I knew tht teh same steps wld b repeated fr a certain interval...
So, I was starin at her...starin n starin n starin...n jus starin...dunno Y...but cldn't hlp my self in movin my eyes away frm her..
She saw...n laughed...GOD!! was it a miracle...Boy!! She laughed...her teeths shined lik hell..Her pinkish lips were lik killin!!!
N she was jus laughin....Suddnely she spoke..."Amit Wht r U lukin at...Why r u starin at me??"...
I didn't knw much bout al this crush or infatuation thn...n also didn't knw wht 2 reply....So, I smiled n felt a bit shy(coz after all she was senior 2 me...I was 10 n she was 20)
n thn continued my P.T....
didn't get 2 talk 2 her 2 much...
But thn whn I entered my 6th I came 2 knw tht she had left...
I didn't cr tht much...Didn't hav a hearthache evn...wasn't tht serious bout her evn...
but thn ovr years I hav felt tht her picture still persists...I mean if I were a painter I cld paint her face netime asked 2...:|