It's a disorder in faith,feelins,in emotions,in mental state,in heartbeat,infct U'll find tht it also has side effcts on teh seven deadly sins...
Teh symptoms are tht u become blind in al teh above said cases..N wht I feel is if these symptoms don't occur thn it's not luv..it's smthng else wch I dunno bout...else it lasts fr evr til Ur brain gets switched off coz I feel it's teh brain tht meks al arrangement[not teh heart by ne means as teh fantasies around speak bout]...
Wht I mean to say is whn U fall fr smbdy...U jus get smthng masked ovr ur brain...u feel lik teh person u r fallin fr is teh best person u've evr met....though ppl may b mockin at him/her ,tought ppl don't find easy to talk 2 him/her....but U strt thinkin teh other way round...U jus becom bilnd ...U feel tht those ppl are shit ...U evn start becomin more daring...U evn wish
to rebel n fight fr the cause...Ovr teh ages it's becom a fct tht luv is blindness n nothin else...n it's pefectly a normal behaviour , nothin wrng in it...but thn I felt it sound true by lukin at ppl whum we frndz used to mock n tease at...but thn they got GFs n BFs..this happened only coz luv is blind...this happened coz luv sees no bounds n nethng...whumevr U thnk an asshole may not be teh same frm sm others point of view...Since , luv is blind so U strt takin evrythng related to Ur beloved one in a positive way , U don't find nethng wrng as teh surroundin or smbdy else may feel .
Evn if teh person U luv is sufferin frm some disease lets say smthng more big thn tht wch is incurable , U feel lik curin it by ne means possible so tht Ur luv doesn't feel bad or inferior or sad or nethng wch meks him/her feel unhappy . Smitmes U feel pity n wish teh disease gets transferred to you so tht Ur beloved one lives happily fr evr .
Thrs some super natural power wct I beleive turns teh person blind whn he/she falls in luv fr smbdy...it's lik teh person whum U fall for has sm sort of hypnotizin power...wch U get affected by...N thn U stop carin bout wht teh heck teh wrld thnks bout U or Ur luv...U becom so much of blind in faith tht U trust him/her more thn teh ppl [maybe parents or sm other gaurdian] whum U've spent teh most valuable tim of ur lif....But thn U feel , teh day U fell in luv was teh beginnin
of Ur memorabilia...U strt feelin teh pain of the other person more than him/her even when
he/she is stable and you cry for him/her . Evn if U get attracted to smbdy else but stil stay with him/her without any regrets..thn I don't feel it may be termed as duty but it's luv wch meks U feel tht Ur attraction is jus another term to infatuation n nothin else...
I don't conclude but al I beleive is teh stmt --- "Luv is blind" ...is 101% unfeigned n evry human being in general faces this disease smday .
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Biker keeda intruded within...wanna becom a Roadie One day....
Huh!! I finally now can ride a bike...uhh!! ya I'm serious ...I'm late but thn nvr knew tht bikin was so easy n simpleton a stuff to drive...Teh day started wid Mudit rinigin teh bell at 1000 n wakin me up to go fr buyin a computer fr him frm Nehru Place...So, got ready by 1100 n thn reached teh IT-Hub of NCR by 1200...Entered into a shop wch had those posters of Duo COre Intel chipset...Teh presentation was gud hence got in to chk out teh rates of computer accessories...Teh rates were pretty reasonable...Thn wen't to teh renowned shop frm wch I usually buy teh accessories...got teh rates of teh gadgets frm thr evn ...matched n found tht teh difference was about 2000 buks in all...Since Mudit wanted 2 invest much on teh performance n space...hence we thtgt of investin less on keybrd n mouse along wid cabinet...So, at first bought teh cabinet n a combo of kewybrd n mouse frm Iball ...thts my favrite in terms of styled n economic peices of accessories...But still got flatterred n ended up in buyin teh latest of cabinet n a laser mouse(it's faster thn optical) n a multimedia keyboard...thn headed 2wards my favrite stall 2 buy the other thngs....So, got teh latest processor wid 3.0 ghz Intel duo core,160 gb hdd seagate, 1 gb Kingston Ram,Intel 946 chipset...Got it assembled frm teh one referred by a known one thr ...I saw teh assemblin first time..Boy it was so simple tht I felt sry fr Mudit endin up in payin 100 bucks fr 5 minutes of assemblin...It all did cost arnd 21,000...Thn saw teh pendrive of 1gb being sold at mere 475 bucks n tht evn frm kingston...So, got one fr myself...boy it's so tiny as teh size of a scroller in teh mouse but stil pays 1gb of space 2 U...boy!! hats off 2 teh optimization technics evolvin alround...As sun we came out saw my roomie Arjit comin upstairs wid his comp....His comp has becom sick since few weeks....since his comp was wch served as server fr lan n net connectivity...Hence I wasn't ablt to surf net frmm home...I knw I knw I can understnd...but sry 2 al those whu wait fr me al nite...but c I can't help it...[:P]
He got his comp repaired only to end up knwin tht his motherboard was 2 be changed...he's got a laptop also...wid a syaxy configuration[576 ram , 40gb hdd,dvd rom,2.8 ghz]...I made fumes evolve frm his adapter wire while watchin "skeleton key(borin but kate hudson is gorgeous n teh cklimax as well)" on his laptop...So, he was thr 2 buy an adapter evn....got teh adapter but decided 2 get is comp repaired at his hometown at an economic rate...By thn we were left out wid buyin a UPS fr Mudit...surfed some shops n bought teh one packeged by Microtek at 1620 bucks...Thn headed 2wards home....Since arjit was 2 travel by bus to his home...I insisted him to gimme his CPU so tht I can head it 2wards home coz I was 2 b travellin thru bike wid Mudit...Boy I was a damn fool to help him out by askin him 2 lend me his CPU to home...I realised it only after leetin him jump into teh bus....it was far frm bus stop to teh bike...n I got teh foolishness smilin before me all teh way 2 teh bike...Hmmmm!! neway I thtght it wld be oki after we sit onto teh bike...But this guy Mudit has such a bike...wch doesn't hav nethng termed utility except sporty in teh same...It doesn't ahv a carrier at teh bck as teh old bikes do hav....So, I had 2 pick tht CPU ovr my lap n sit at teh bck....GOD Y didn't I knw 2 ride a bik ...else I cld hav med Mudit sit at teh bck n suffer wid tht shit peice of useless JunkBox :X . After a while I called up Arjit to knw whether his went passed away or is still; thr or whrevr he is....But tht guy,my roomie...I know him since 2 years now....he wld nvr let go off teh peice of cake 2 nebdy at ne cost (evn me his roomie) if it comes to his profit n all...He jus said tht he is far away...I asked him whr he is exactly ..but tht cunnin fellow only replied tht he is far away....My sheer luck tht I had to pull tht junkbox al teh way 2 home...meanwhile I asked Mudit 2 wait fr a while at near CSM...I was feelin hungry n thristy...So, went fr a plate of Aloo-Chat...Boy it was so spicy n all n only aloos flodded n nothin else except some spicy masala n all...ater gulpin a peice or 2...I gave it a beggar whu passed by r side...Then went fr sippin a lemonade ...As sun as we weer 2 ride bck home...thr came teh same beggar askin fr more...I said him "Khane ko diya tha na...khush raho jitna mile hai"...Said he..."babu utne khane se kya hoga..."...Said me..."paise se bhi to khaoge hi ya pee ke talli howoge..."...Said he..."sahab bacche bhukhe hain.."...I jus wished of givin him a nice thrash...."To apne bacchon ke liye bachana tha na khana...itna saara kha gaye....aur bacchon ke liye socha tak nai"..By tht time Mudit also became furious...n said to leave him on his fate n get on to teh bike....I guess thtsy they r beggars...they jus don't thnk of teh nxt moment...but jus always liv in teh present...It's gud to stay in present..but thn we shld be careful bout teh future evn coz thts wht where we r headin at...
Neways Mudit asked me fr Jalebis at sector-11...he said they were gud ones...So, went thr n had some grams of thm...then he purchased some kabab frm a shop wch ppl call as "Aunty wale kabab" ..due 2 an aunty servin thm al as well as mockin at teh poor Uncle always in frnt of evrybdy...wch is real fun to watch ...Thn reached 2 office....Boy did I mention tht I bought a pendrive frm Kingston of 1GB wid only 460 bucks....Bot it's thin as a reed an small than teh size of my thumb...So, reached 2 office 2 collect some software n study material stuff fr my home as well as fr Mudit's new PC ....N so plugged teh Pen Drive,got stuff feeded 2 it n thn surfed fr neu scraps at orkut n emails at mail boxes...No scrap n no mails...seemed lik evrybdy hibernatin in their cosy cosy beds on weekends n only we roam al day n nite...[:(]
The Curtain Raiser********************************Tan Tan Tanan
So, while gettin out of teh office...I asked Mudit if he cld help me ridin a bike...He put teh keys in the bike n said me..."Are ye lo chabi aur chlao...easy hai..."..I knew about teh gear n clutch[I knw bout thm in teh 4 wheelers also]...But nvr evr tried to handle thm by my own...So, put teh gear n strted on...after puttin on teh 1st gear n releasin teh clutch...teh bike stopped suddenly pushin me bck n forth...Boy I knw teh solution evn fr this thgh I nvr had rode a bike...It was only tht I was 2 sun releasin the clutch...So, I relesed it vry crefully n finally ended up wid 2 rounds of rotation round my office boundry...Finally asked Mudit to hop on n me dropin him to his home....Said he.."Yaar aaj pehli baar phat rahi hai...I'm scared"...Said me.."darr mat mai hun naa...agar kuch hua to main bear karunga hospital ke charges"...He said "chal aaj tu chala jo hoga dekha jayega...koi tension nai..."....So, rode vry carefully,smoothly,at an average of 60kmph ,met many humps n jerks in between...Said me to Mudit.."Kyun peeche baith ke maza aa raha hai..soch in humps se muhjhe kitne bumps padte hain free ke...aaj tu bhi le maze..hihahaha(Typical DON style)"...Finally rode home thru teh busy streets of NOIDA-Ghaziabad border,broke many a traffic signals in between...But at teh end reached home safely....Felt so happy tht messaged frndz bout this,sis bout this...thn finally called my Mom...Boy I was so excited(didn't feel this whn I got my Degree@convo)..Said me to get me a cruiser Bike...She said..."Alrite alrite...but ek din bik chalane se proficient nai bante...abhi ssekho aachi tarah se....but U knw delhi aur noida ki sadkon pe bike nai chalane de sakti..."...I argued(Boy I felt it loosin my excitation within)...I said..."log bike bhi chalate hain ,4 wheeler bhi chalate hain...aise darte rahe to kuch bhi nai chala sakunga..."..She said.."haan 4 wheeler dila denge bas,par bike nai...bahot risky hota hai"...Boy she realy cares fr me a lot more thn herself...I'm far away frm her but it's not me whu feels teh separation but it's she whus seems lik prayin fr my wellness day n nite...I hav heard my sis revealin me bout her cryin secretly whnevr she scolded me...Boy shes such a lady whu presents herself to me n my sis as if b strng always...but she herself is so soft within tht alwayz breaks down after some tim whnevr she feesl lik she has hurt us by scoldin....I said..."Plz plz plz ....bike dilwa do...maybe not now...but I'll proove 2 be efficient within this month...Now I need it befoe myself within this year sooner or later...so thnk as much as U can...U hav plenty of tim..."...She said..."accha fine thik hai...aur bata tabiyat kaisi hai...kam kaisa chal raha hai...n all tht crap "..Boy Moms asks so much bout U ...wch we evn nvr find to ask ourself bout...Maybe it's rite tht she asks me once a week hence, evn I get answers 2 myself while replyin 2 her...Wel bik ho na ho...I acheived somthng who bhi khel khel mein....I mean mazak mazak mein...I tell U I nvr thgth bik ridin was such an easy stuff but it is...Now gonna sleep....,bye Gnite...
He got his comp repaired only to end up knwin tht his motherboard was 2 be changed...he's got a laptop also...wid a syaxy configuration[576 ram , 40gb hdd,dvd rom,2.8 ghz]...I made fumes evolve frm his adapter wire while watchin "skeleton key(borin but kate hudson is gorgeous n teh cklimax as well)" on his laptop...So, he was thr 2 buy an adapter evn....got teh adapter but decided 2 get is comp repaired at his hometown at an economic rate...By thn we were left out wid buyin a UPS fr Mudit...surfed some shops n bought teh one packeged by Microtek at 1620 bucks...Thn headed 2wards home....Since arjit was 2 travel by bus to his home...I insisted him to gimme his CPU so tht I can head it 2wards home coz I was 2 b travellin thru bike wid Mudit...Boy I was a damn fool to help him out by askin him 2 lend me his CPU to home...I realised it only after leetin him jump into teh bus....it was far frm bus stop to teh bike...n I got teh foolishness smilin before me all teh way 2 teh bike...Hmmmm!! neway I thtght it wld be oki after we sit onto teh bike...But this guy Mudit has such a bike...wch doesn't hav nethng termed utility except sporty in teh same...It doesn't ahv a carrier at teh bck as teh old bikes do hav....So, I had 2 pick tht CPU ovr my lap n sit at teh bck....GOD Y didn't I knw 2 ride a bik ...else I cld hav med Mudit sit at teh bck n suffer wid tht shit peice of useless JunkBox :X . After a while I called up Arjit to knw whether his went passed away or is still; thr or whrevr he is....But tht guy,my roomie...I know him since 2 years now....he wld nvr let go off teh peice of cake 2 nebdy at ne cost (evn me his roomie) if it comes to his profit n all...He jus said tht he is far away...I asked him whr he is exactly ..but tht cunnin fellow only replied tht he is far away....My sheer luck tht I had to pull tht junkbox al teh way 2 home...meanwhile I asked Mudit 2 wait fr a while at near CSM...I was feelin hungry n thristy...So, went fr a plate of Aloo-Chat...Boy it was so spicy n all n only aloos flodded n nothin else except some spicy masala n all...ater gulpin a peice or 2...I gave it a beggar whu passed by r side...Then went fr sippin a lemonade ...As sun as we weer 2 ride bck home...thr came teh same beggar askin fr more...I said him "Khane ko diya tha na...khush raho jitna mile hai"...Said he..."babu utne khane se kya hoga..."...Said me..."paise se bhi to khaoge hi ya pee ke talli howoge..."...Said he..."sahab bacche bhukhe hain.."...I jus wished of givin him a nice thrash...."To apne bacchon ke liye bachana tha na khana...itna saara kha gaye....aur bacchon ke liye socha tak nai"..By tht time Mudit also became furious...n said to leave him on his fate n get on to teh bike....I guess thtsy they r beggars...they jus don't thnk of teh nxt moment...but jus always liv in teh present...It's gud to stay in present..but thn we shld be careful bout teh future evn coz thts wht where we r headin at...
Neways Mudit asked me fr Jalebis at sector-11...he said they were gud ones...So, went thr n had some grams of thm...then he purchased some kabab frm a shop wch ppl call as "Aunty wale kabab" ..due 2 an aunty servin thm al as well as mockin at teh poor Uncle always in frnt of evrybdy...wch is real fun to watch ...Thn reached 2 office....Boy did I mention tht I bought a pendrive frm Kingston of 1GB wid only 460 bucks....Bot it's thin as a reed an small than teh size of my thumb...So, reached 2 office 2 collect some software n study material stuff fr my home as well as fr Mudit's new PC ....N so plugged teh Pen Drive,got stuff feeded 2 it n thn surfed fr neu scraps at orkut n emails at mail boxes...No scrap n no mails...seemed lik evrybdy hibernatin in their cosy cosy beds on weekends n only we roam al day n nite...[:(]
The Curtain Raiser********************************Tan Tan Tanan
So, while gettin out of teh office...I asked Mudit if he cld help me ridin a bike...He put teh keys in the bike n said me..."Are ye lo chabi aur chlao...easy hai..."..I knew about teh gear n clutch[I knw bout thm in teh 4 wheelers also]...But nvr evr tried to handle thm by my own...So, put teh gear n strted on...after puttin on teh 1st gear n releasin teh clutch...teh bike stopped suddenly pushin me bck n forth...Boy I knw teh solution evn fr this thgh I nvr had rode a bike...It was only tht I was 2 sun releasin the clutch...So, I relesed it vry crefully n finally ended up wid 2 rounds of rotation round my office boundry...Finally asked Mudit to hop on n me dropin him to his home....Said he.."Yaar aaj pehli baar phat rahi hai...I'm scared"...Said me.."darr mat mai hun naa...agar kuch hua to main bear karunga hospital ke charges"...He said "chal aaj tu chala jo hoga dekha jayega...koi tension nai..."....So, rode vry carefully,smoothly,at an average of 60kmph ,met many humps n jerks in between...Said me to Mudit.."Kyun peeche baith ke maza aa raha hai..soch in humps se muhjhe kitne bumps padte hain free ke...aaj tu bhi le maze..hihahaha(Typical DON style)"...Finally rode home thru teh busy streets of NOIDA-Ghaziabad border,broke many a traffic signals in between...But at teh end reached home safely....Felt so happy tht messaged frndz bout this,sis bout this...thn finally called my Mom...Boy I was so excited(didn't feel this whn I got my Degree@convo)..Said me to get me a cruiser Bike...She said..."Alrite alrite...but ek din bik chalane se proficient nai bante...abhi ssekho aachi tarah se....but U knw delhi aur noida ki sadkon pe bike nai chalane de sakti..."...I argued(Boy I felt it loosin my excitation within)...I said..."log bike bhi chalate hain ,4 wheeler bhi chalate hain...aise darte rahe to kuch bhi nai chala sakunga..."..She said.."haan 4 wheeler dila denge bas,par bike nai...bahot risky hota hai"...Boy she realy cares fr me a lot more thn herself...I'm far away frm her but it's not me whu feels teh separation but it's she whus seems lik prayin fr my wellness day n nite...I hav heard my sis revealin me bout her cryin secretly whnevr she scolded me...Boy shes such a lady whu presents herself to me n my sis as if b strng always...but she herself is so soft within tht alwayz breaks down after some tim whnevr she feesl lik she has hurt us by scoldin....I said..."Plz plz plz ....bike dilwa do...maybe not now...but I'll proove 2 be efficient within this month...Now I need it befoe myself within this year sooner or later...so thnk as much as U can...U hav plenty of tim..."...She said..."accha fine thik hai...aur bata tabiyat kaisi hai...kam kaisa chal raha hai...n all tht crap "..Boy Moms asks so much bout U ...wch we evn nvr find to ask ourself bout...Maybe it's rite tht she asks me once a week hence, evn I get answers 2 myself while replyin 2 her...Wel bik ho na ho...I acheived somthng who bhi khel khel mein....I mean mazak mazak mein...I tell U I nvr thgth bik ridin was such an easy stuff but it is...Now gonna sleep....,bye Gnite...
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